Monday, April 27, 2009

I believe

I believe in true love.
I believe that no matter how hard someone tries, people cannot completely change. 
I believe we should follow our true calling. 

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

A Poem for the Soul

Vacation 
by Rita Dove
I love the hour before takeoff,
that stretch of no time, 
no home but the gray vinyl seats linked like unfolding paper dolls. 
Soon we shall be summoned to the gate,
soon enough there’ll be the clumsy procedure of row numbers 
and perforated stubs—but for now I can look at these ragtag nuclear families
with their cooing and bickering 
or the heeled bachelorette trying to ignore a baby’s wail
and the baby’s exhausted mother waiting to be called up early while the athlete,
one monstrous hand asleep on his duffel bag, listens,
perched like a seal trained for the plunge. 
Even the lone executive
who has wandered this far into summer 
with his lasered itinerary, briefcase
knocking his knees—even he 
has worked for the pleasure of bearing 
no more than a scrap of himself 
into this hall. He’ll dine out, she’ll sleep late, 
they’ll let the sun burn them happy all morning 
—a little hope, a little whimsy 
before the loudspeaker blurts 
and we leap up to become 
Flight 828, now boarding at Gate 17.


Both witty and truthful, this poem is one for the aware. I love it because when I am at an airport, I too think of the people; where they are going and what they act like always runs through my mind. It's a lot of fun, almost like playing a game with myself. Ms. Dove captures the essence of the human mind during a usually mundane situation. Vacation reminds us of the waiting before we can go and have fun and reminds us that everyone has somewhere to go and something to accomplish.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

"It is difficult to get the news from poetry, yet men die miserably every day for lack of what is found there." - William Carlos Williams

In poetry, we know that the author is trying to show us something. However, we cannot find what that "something" is directly. We must search for what there is to find and in some cases one man can get different "news" than the other. 
Some people try so hard to find what is in poetry that they sometimes lose sight of the simple message. The harder they look into things, the less and less the message means. When searching,  a lesson can mean less and less but when man happens to come across it, it holds a whole new significance. It is like having an epiphany; one cannot search for it, but must let it come to him. 

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

What is success?

What defines success? After living a fruitful life, I have discovered what success really is. A healthy family, a job well done. As a teenager, I always strove to do the best I could and would be defeated if I failed. I believed that success was the actual act of completing something. Now, I realize that it was the fact that I tried to the extent that I did that made me successful. I went to the college of my choice and with the skills I acquired, did what I love. I was able to work in the theatre industry! Just the fact that I completed my goal in my mind makes me a successful person. I have had adventures, hardships, and happiness, but the one thing that keeps me going is my motivation to be greater than I am. Such a motivation is the key to being a successful person; it makes life more meaningful. 
Although I was not able to be a famous broadway star, I have come to terms with that. I know know that what my father told me as a young girl was not correct. He would tell me how if i became an actress i wouldn't be successful, that i would just waste my time doing commercials and menial work. But, as i grew in the industry i chose, i realized the relationships and joy i was gaining was the real success, not the money or the fame. 
So what is success? Success is satisfaction in one's self, and nothing more than that. 

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Describe this!

I have reached the point of salvation. The short climb up occasionally hurts my legs but I soon collapse on my back. It gives me an inviting hug and cushions the dramatic buckling of my body.  As I lie here, the warm pink sea of sheets covers my body and invite me to let my head and mind go. My body unwinds. Slowly, each joint relaxes into the soft pink and orange striped cloud. The cloud's children support my aching neck as I drift off into a land of dreams. I am in a place of comfort and security. The one place I can call my own. 

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Was Blind, but Now, I See


 
Both the short story "Cathedral" and the short story "Every Day Use" have interesting points intertwined in their stories. Ignorance to others is a main point in these stories. Although "Cathedral" poses a more literal argument (i. e. the husband putting a stereo-type on the blind man when he himself was "blind"), "Every Day Use" shows how the human can be both ignorant to his culture as well as his "true identity." For example, Dee is ignorant to her culture by not realizing the essence of it is not the fact that her roots are in Africa, but that her roots are in her small American home with her family. It is there that her true identity of a materialistic, narcissistic human being. 
The husband in "Cathedral," on the other hand, tries to turn his ignorance into understanding when he attempts to become blind (in a figurative sense of course). He is making an effort to see in the eyes of another, whereas before he couldn't even have an adequate conversation without producing some level of awkward tension. It is through the small connection that the husband makes with Robert in drawing the cathedrals that poses a breakthrough in the character. He has has, in some sense, a small epiphany. This epiphany never comes for Dee, who refuses to be her own person. She must conform and hide from the world if she is to be accepted, whereas the blind man accepted all people from the start including the husband. 
The interesting thing about these two stories is that on one side the husband starts off "blind" and perseveres to see the light and on the other is Dee who forever stays blind. They show that it is our choices, not necessarily character, that shape who we become as people. We can always change; it is the question of whether we want to or not that makes life so difficult for some and precious for others. 

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Barack the Vote


...well we haven't heard those words since November 4th. It's finally time for that monumental inauguration day. Do I think it's over-hyped? Yes. But in a good way. How often do you get a young, non-southern, African-American man as your next president? This inauguration speech will only happen once. I can tell people when I'm older that I witnessed one of the most important days in the history of the United States of America. This over-hype is definitely a good thing--actually if there wasn't this much hype I think I would be a bit concerned. Here's to Bush's last 2 hours in office and change in the great United States.